Sunday, October 31, 2010

Think Outside the Box ...




Sometimes we think that it’s better for us to just settle with what is visible to our ways. Simply because we don’t want to wait and see what might be coming. It’s far too risky. We like the easy way, the thing that is easier for us to accept with our logic. That our world is simply closed to just that. But God has a different thought for us.

Isaiah 55:8-9
“for My ways are higher than your ways, for My thoughts are higher than your thoughts.”

His plans for our lives are way bigger than we can imagine. We are so restricted to what we have see and where we have been that most of the time our minds are rejecting new concepts since we’ve gotten so comfortable with where we were. That when we are forced to go out of that comfort zone, we go frantic.

We constantly cling on to what we may comprehend, what seems to be logical to us to happen at the time. We forgot that our lives are in His hands. We forgot that He is a Creator of great things, that He NEVER makes mistakes and that He only creates masterpieces =].

His ways are perfect, His will are full of purpose from the start till the end and that is why I am learning to surrender ALL of me.

I am surrendering my every single step with faith that I AM walking towards a bigger picture. That I am going through a process, a much bigger plan than what my minuscule mind is able to conceive.

I am waiting to see and to truly say “How GREAT is Thou ART in my life =] <3 !”

Thank You Daddy, and I will be faithful because You are faithful. In Jesus name, Amen !

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Spin spin spin it around =D

LOL somehow i just felt the urge of naming this entry as 'spin spin spin :p'..
quite random and childish i think.. haha

anyways.. i just felt like God has taken my life in a spin :)..
everything has happened so fast.. Within a year i've manage to go through a LOt A LOT of things !! A mountain of problems but a flood of miracles =] !

Funny how when we are faced by a tonne of problems, we tend to forget that He is BIGGER MUCH BIGGER than all of it combine?
We would become so narrow minded and be so focused to it as if there is no way out.

Truth is sometimes, there is no way out... But hey, Who is the God that we serve?
He is our El Shaddai !! He is God Almighty !! With Him nothing is impossible, nothing is too difficult for Him =] !!

I have learned not to be the way i was anymore, i have stopped becoming that worryward :p... When i had a car crash, an argument with a good friend, failed grades all at once, I broke down crying. It was as if the world was all against me. It was as though everything around me had collapsed and fell on top of me with a BANG..

Surely, that is not how God had planned it to be in my life. It was more of a wake up call to me. He wants me to start taking things really2 seriously. He wants me to stop just 'doing' things. But He wants me to really be driven with a purpose when im doing my daily activities, even if it's just going out shopping for groceries. He wants me to start taking my life to a bigger level.

Funny how it took me a car crash to stop me being the way I was and changing my direction. But i'm glad that it happened :). at least nobody got hurt, except for my bank account :p..

All the more, I learned something else as well from these unfortunate happenings..
I have managed to not be as worried as i had been before. What I used to do if these things had happened was that I would immediately call every single one of my friends that I knew could help me somehow. But NO. I went straight into my room, knelt down on my knees, cried heavily and calling out unto Him =]...

>Acts 2:21
"And everyone who calls
on the name of the Lord will be saved."


i cried for a good hour, tissues are everywhere and i looked definitely terrible. But what comforts me is that God is there. He was really there, I could just feel His presence. It was a warm fuzzy feeling that He gave me every time I cried unto Him. I am comforted just knowing that He IS listening =] !! I am comforted knowing that with His right hand, He is upholding me. That there is nothing that I should fear since I am so close and wrapped in His arms.


Isaiah 41:10
So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand


This time, I know that He is in control =]. I know that in all things He is working for my good (Romans 8:28). I trust in Him that I am walking in His path and all these unfortunate events that is happening around me are nothing too big for Him to handle. But that does not mean that I didnt cry about it for a few times. I certainly did. But in my prayers, I always say thank You for everything that You have done in my life. I trust in You Daddy, I trust in all of Your ways, I trust that soon all of this will be over. Please make it quick, please deliver me from all of these soon. Strengthen my heart to go through all of this. I am waiting to see the works of Your hand upon this Daddy. in Jesus name, Amen.

Well what will be in your prayers? It can be anything right ? For the Father wants you to cast ALL your anxieties to Him for He cares for You (1 Peter 5:7). Whether its anger, sadness, bitterness, envy, anything.. cast it all upon Him for He cares for You.


Matthew 11:28
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest



I am writing this blog, to give u a piece of my walk with Him. To give you an insight of how His love has captured my life and that He managed to turn everything around and made it even better than I had imagined or wished it to be =].

I am free in His love, I am joyful and thankful for where His mercy and grace had brought me to. Believe that He is listening to our every prayers, Believe that He cares and LOVES us so much. Ask Him to reveal more of His love in Your life, ask Him to help You turn things around for He IS MORE than ABLE =] !

I love my God, I love Him with all my heart and I want more and more of Him in my life ! I am praying that each one of us will be His living testimony, that there are just a numerous things that He has done in our lives. We are unable to ever repay Him coz we are simply unable to. Because He is God and we are just humans, that would be silly to ever think that we could repay Him. BUT we could simply share to one another of His love, make it known to others of His love, that this is simply our way to thank Him. To show Him how grateful we are towards His works. To share our testimonies would bring honour and glory to Him. To share about Him would delight Him. And that is what I would Love to do with every day of my life as His one beloved daughter.


"To our God and Father be the glory for ever and ever. Amen:"
Philippians 4:20


=] <3 !

Monday, October 25, 2010

"Draw near to Me and I will draw near to you.."

From today's devotion at 'SheSeeks':

Jeremiah 29:13-14 says, "Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all of your heart."

God is in the business of listening to and answering prayers, sometimes in ways that we least expect it. In a moment when I felt abandoned and alone, He was there.

Have you ever had a moment where you clearly saw God's faithfulness? Can you recall a time when He gave you "a God moment" to sustain you? I love that he is waiting. He is waiting to hear from you. I am convinced he loves to reveal Himself to His children. Wait and see.

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Embrace me, soak me and surround me with Your everlasting Love... =] Thank You Abba !

Monday, October 18, 2010

Roy Blade's Prophecy - 17th Oct 2010

You said that I was getting bogged down in this muddy path and i was trying to get out but I was constantly getting bogged down. You wanted me to watch where I step since You've created a straight path for me yet I was still constantly getting bogged down :(.

Lord I think I know what You are talking about, but if I get it wrong then please direct me to the right path for all I want is to walk with You.